have you ever felt like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. like you don’t care about anything anymore. you've lost motivation to do anything. your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. the feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. feeling that no one understands you anymore. and it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore. sometimes you just sit at home and remember the old times. you laugh by yourself with a ridiculous smile. then you have that one tear run down your cheek cus all of it changed.
you meet someone. you two get close. it's all great for awhile. then someone stops trying. talk less. awkward conversations. the drifting. no communication whatsoever. memories start to fade. then that person you know becomes that person you KNEW. that's how it usually goes, right? sad, isn't it?
