people are always telling me to smile, like smiling is going to just take away all the hurt and pain. well, I've tried that. I've tried hiding my sorrows and covering the sadness in smiles and what I've learnt is that when it hurts this much inside, your heart always has a way of showing it no matter how many masks you wear. funny how my emotions change so drastically everyday. I could feel on top of the world and then, suddenly, I am numb. seconds from breaking down. it's scary.

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