I feel like everything is pointless. everything I want, I can't have. I've lost motivation in everything I do. I don't know who to go to when I'm feeling upset, because I feel like no one is there for me any more. my mind is just clogged up with more thoughts than it can handle. I'm just plain confused. confused about my own feelings, and confused about what I want in life. like... there's nothing meaningful in life any more.
