31.12.10 I need to clear some mental space, Thing in my head I gotta erase. Sometimes your mind is the place, To let them feelings go to waste.
I've been tryna fix this problem, For a long time coming. But when you're in my mind, It's hard, it's stunnin.
It's an issue with a T, It's an aweso without me. Puts the 2 next with gether, It's my number that keeps us forever.
20.1.11 I don't know why I come back to this, The place that should never exist. I guess I got more to add on the list, Another feeling, a goddess pissed.
It was in ICT, when I broke outa line, When you hollar at me, I somehow decline. You call it moodswings, I call it jelousy, Now that's something God couldn't tell us.
I was the reason for most of your pain, I have no meaning, just another name. All the reasons point back to the same, Face that I'm the only one that is to blame.
I wanna holla at chu' face to face, But everytime I try its the wrong time or place. Maybe someday this week I'll find the strength, Holla at chu' then but this one in length.
23.1.11 Today's the day that I confronted her, If I don't now, I'll have nothing left. But the quiet gets lonely and never the best, I think I should tomorrow bcus now she's gone rest.
Na fuck it, holla this second, Elithy's tryna help, moodswings wah you reckon? Do I run like a wimp, or standup to defend? My first, my last, my forever, my girlfriend.
- you keep your promise, Ill keep mine, okay Jak? I love you.
